the quality of being loyal to someone or something.
"her loyalty to her husband of 34 years"
a strong feeling of support or allegiance.
plural noun: loyalties
Thats right. I start this post out with the pure definition of loyalty, because that is what this post will be all about. I often wonder, if I am one of the few that even cares, or has any true loyalty anymore. I mean, I know there are people out there very loyal to their causes. Loyal to their partners. Loyal to whatever it is they feel strongly for. But, where are they? Am I one of the people that really cant find them? Am I looking in all the wrong places? Am I on the wrong planet? I meet a lot of people almost on a daily basis. Yet I seem to find everyone who is the farthest from loyal to anything really. At least, so it seems. Let me give you an example of, well, how I see my current life? I guess you could say.
Currently, I have a Mistress. Yes thats right, I am owned by another woman. I have been owned by the same Mistress for some time now. Its, been a few years. My Mistress, well, she can from time to time be very busy as, I am not the only one she owns. She has a husband, who I know, and respect as much as her. No he is not a Master to me. We keep those parts separated. She also has pet's. I believe I have met most of them. One I do know somewhat and he is a nice guy. I get along with him just fine. Another thats, well, I wont bother bringing her up for now. That type of person is worth a blog post in itself. Other pets I am pretty sure I have at least met them once, but have no clue anything about them. Dont really care. I am not a pet and would never lower my standards to be one. Oh, almost forgot, she even has a boyfriend. Yes, busy busy life my Mistress has. Her boyfriend I basically know nothing about, and again, really dont care unless it is something affecting my Mistress. Wonder if I am forgetting anything...
Well anyways, lets get back on track here. With that intro as to who she is, lets look at me. I am what I like to call, a very loyal sub/slave. What I mean is, with all that time my Mistress has to deal with all of that lot, it leaves sometimes very little time for me. The time we do get together is blank. Not always as I can tell when my Mistress puts forth extra effort to show me she is there, and talks to me. Of course, being in my position, I crave more, and more, and always feel I never get enough. I am one of those who requires a lot of attention. I need it to keep happy. Do I feel I get all the attention I need? Not at all. But its understandable. Where my loyalty falls into this, even with all that craving attention, I would never leave her. I love her too much.
Now I know some of you would probably say "Well, you wouldn't leave her, and find a new Mistress to get that attention, because you love her." No. This is where the difference is. I can perfectly fine, love my Mistress, without staying under her care. If I was to find a new Mistress, that would never lessen the love I have for her. The reason I stay, she needs me. From the talks we have had many many times before, if I was to leave, it would leave her in a bad spot. I stay because, I am loyal to my Mistress.
This is not meant to be just about me and my Mistress. No it also extends to my friends. I find friendships tend to lack the loyalty. If you read one of my other posts, "Friends? Hmm..." you would remember me talking about why most seem to stick around. Their loyalties are stuck to something other than you, your feelings, your personality. Loyalties can stick to, what you can offer them. Money, gifts, items, stuff like that. So maybe there are more loyalties around me that I don't see. Or do see, and chose to ignore.
Dig around this page, it is easy to see I spend a lot of time in IMVU currently. I have spent time in lots of different online worlds too. One big one, Secondlife. You know, it used to be that these companies that own these worlds, took care of their long time members. The people who registered with real life details. Age, Identification, things like that. They would treat you like, part of their online family. Not anymore. If you have any issues, or problems in either of these worlds now, you get shined off... Wait, scratch that. You ONLY get shined off, if you do not pay for their monthly service. As long as you pay them monthly, you get expert service now. Its fast, they wanna help you within a few hours of posting your problem. Now, look at the 8 year old account registered with IMVU. Sure, I had a few recent issues. Takes 4 days for them to even look at the problem. But the brand new VIP member, paying their monthly service fee, well he/she gets service instantly. Hell they don't even need to have registered with their real life identification. Loyalty... given to who pays more.
Meh, enough with this rant. I am sure you can see where it is going if I continue any longer. Just always remember, look deep at your loyalties. This is for those of you who wish to become a better person to someone else. Where do your loyalties stand? What is it you care for more? Can money buy you? Or are you the type that no matter what, no matter what you receive, can you stick by someones side and actually care for them? If your answer is no to that last question, could you change? Come on, for the sake of love, give it a try. :D
Love always;
Manda
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